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*getting a diploma. it's a piece of paper that gives you access to life. well, if i had known that i would be doing all these just for people to accept me in the future, i'd tell them to fuck themselves.
i am ranting again...
sorry. my finals are over since Monday. that's why i've neve been around as much. but no! the calvary isn't over yet, i still have thorns on my sides.
let's just say that my teachers are giving us a hard time before they let us get the little pieces of paper. and since i am in the honor roll, they torture us more. no, seriously, my teacher actually said we better watch out. wtf is that?
my entire batch is fucking pissed off... we don't have regular classes anymore [but we still go to school to pass requirements... ugh], but i can't feel vacation or graduation in my bones. none of us can. when we're not doing anything, we sleep because we feel so tired. i'm achy when i sit still, and my head hurts from thinking too much or to little. my body wants to sleep but my mind is still set on there're works to be done! i don't get a wink of sleep until 1 or so AM. it's extreme already...
*on a brigther note, i am working nonstop for what i've started.
to Peterick lovers out there, check my newest addition, the Riot! one. i like it. 
i shall finish it, for damn sure! 
when i finish LTFB, would you like to read another story? it wouldn't be as long [about 10 or so chapters], but Brendon is the lead. and i am telling you, him and the others are not in Fueled By Ramen whatsoever. like, this is an original story. it's about Brendon getting stuck in a classic book [castles, kingdoms, kings, queens, love, wars, secrets and powers] that Spencer gave him just when summer vacation after Freshman College starts. yes, real fiction. i wanna try. there're some slash but not overly for those who are uncomfortable with it. 
any takers?
hope you check out my works as i check yours. i only have time for photos/drawings right now, but i didn't delete those that i haven't seen yet. so don't think i don't check your works! 
to the curious, i have discovered some bands that i definitely love. maybe you've heard of them, but i just heard of them: VersaEmerge, This Providence, and Anberlin. the first two are brought out by my curiosity... checked out FBR, and yep, they are Fueled By Ramen babies. the first one, god, i couldn't get enough! she, she is awesome. her vocals are mad, and the lyrics are hauntingly beautiful and the music is so, so... well, what do i expect from that label? 
the second one, the other FBR doods are awesome too. one listen and i was intrigued. i haven't listen to them as much as the other two yet [again with my no-time-for-anything-fun], but i like em already. and the last one was recommended by my heart-keeper, and i love her. it helps me breathe... their music. if anyone wants some links, i'll work on that and give em to you. 
so that's it. i shall be here every now and then. but after next week, just some practices for the actual graduation but i'll be here! i miss you guys.
see you guys @ the ZGB!!!
let's celebrate for finishing high school! [or so i hope. 
]still checked-in the Pete-Wentz-Saves-Lives Hospital
I need a visit from Mr. Sandman. i don't sleep at night anymore.
join now & much love! 
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I just went back & read the entire "Riot" series, & I would just like to mention how much I ADORE it. Dominant Patrick is definitely sexy. But it is so sad right now.
The story about Brendon sounds amazing! He could totally be a damsel in distress, or even a clumsy knight. Aww, please do try. It sounds like so much fun.
It is all good about the updates though, as you know me, I do not really submit much these days. I feel like writing something other than poetry, but I get bored after a few paragraphs. The longest thing I have written in a while has been my diary entries!
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I would totally read that Brendon story...bandom needs more gen. (As in, stories where slash isn't the main focus.)
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Shadow: Huh? A Sonic Lyric Sheet series has just been announced? And the first game is Sonic and the Disloyal Order of Waterbuffaloes?
Pete: omg Shadow, we're teammates!1!!!
Shadow: *facepalms*
aww, thanks! wow. i should've said just read the last one. lol. yeah, i know... i just wanted to hurt them and see if i could do it well... it's not much, yet.
yeah??? i'm pretty hyped about it. i keep dreaming about it, thinking when i listen to music and just... all the time. i will!
i try. some of them are really old and i only submit them just now. it's okay. maybe you haven't found the right muse yet. but hey, artists tak etime
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never the same person when i go to sleep...
really? you would? that would be awesome then! yeah... i like slash, like, a lot... but it's not the only thing i like reading about.
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never the same person when i go to sleep...
I just have had no inspiration recently. The only time I can write is when I am supossed to be doing work in class!
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~SlashSupporters ~Urieligion ~Sit-Back-Relax ~Mad-as-Rydon
oh yeah... i know the feeling. i ususally write during my Physics class because my teacher is droning again and again on the same topic that i understand quickly. so yeah, i doodle a lot in class too. though i say to the guy [the one i'm not supposed to like because im the other woman or something], to copy and copy and study and do his homework. he follows. which is unbelievable because no one else can do that.
tell you what, do your work in class a bit early or fast so you could write too.
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never the same person when i go to sleep...
Or maybe I'm late
Sorry, being in bed for 4 days, feeling like your dying mucks you up D:
I'm gonna read your Riot story as soon as I post this [:
I would like tohear about Brendon and Castles and stuff!
I do check out your still whenever I come on the computer.
Sadly again, me being ill since late tuesday night.early wednesday morning, I havn't checked since tuesday |_|'
I have heard of the names, not listened to them yet tho |:
If you could give me some links that would be nice
I can't play Fall Out Boy Trail till lent's over.
I desided I'd give up Fall Out Boy, as I've been "too obsessed" with them as my friends say.
It's not been that hard so far, but being ill watching the music channels, I have been annoyed by the America's Suithears video.
I cannot laugh at the dude with the cool blonde afro when he falls in the green goop D':
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I wanna scream "I love you" from the top of my lungs, but I'm afraid that someone else will hear me. The (Shipped) Gold Standard - Fall Out Boy
Heh, well, I like het and slash, but I like to see stories where they're on grand, irrational adventures.
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Shadow: Huh? A Sonic Lyric Sheet series has just been announced? And the first game is Sonic and the Disloyal Order of Waterbuffaloes?
Pete: omg Shadow, we're teammates!1!!!
Shadow: *facepalms*
He follows in Physics? Wow. I could never do that, even though I surprised myself by doing okay in the exams. My guy, Michael, is studying it, & I have no idea how he does it. [le gasp] Everything is reminding me about him. I cannot stop thinking about him already. Tell me once you get sick of reading about him.
Yes but see, I really do not enjoy doing work in class & it is highly difficult for me to do things which I do not enjoy. Rushing the work, however, is something I will consider.
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~SlashSupporters ~Urieligion ~Sit-Back-Relax ~Mad-as-Rydon
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it's amazingly strange... how we all seem to change.
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