so okay... i've been dead from this site for a little bit. i have the hugest dry spell on some works. probably because i just took three examples of entrance exams to the ivy league colleges in one week. i think i did okay on the other two. so yeah. that summer review for those thingies are over. i'm gonna miss them all! in less than a month, our class became incredibly close (probably cause they're all nice and not like judge you.) i've made a lot of friends... i got numbers... email adds... one of the longest smile i've ever gotten... yeah. it's him. see how confusing that guy is??

_{it was time to go home. our class decided to take pictures. i was waiting for my lil sister (not really my sis. we're just like twins, so we feel like we're siblings)/soul mate to get ready for pictures and stuff (yep. we're all THAT close people), he was waiting too. beside me. like, three inches away. i was looking at him, thinking, yey! this'll be the last time i see you. so i smiled shyly, and then his lips curved upwards slowly too. we were just staring and smiling. it was so long that i decided to look at my back and see if anyone's there (yeah, i'm funny) and, nope nada. we laughed after i did that and well, back to staring.}

on the other side of my life, i'm so sorry for the long wait of the things i must do, specially for those whose birthdays have already passed. one, my school is about to start since it's June already, i have to keep my sleeping habits in check, my brain is pretty exhausted from life, and i have jobs. my real sister is taking her board exams to be a nurse and stuff like that (you really want details? ) so i had to take over my mom's job, like 7am-5pm straight. i work full days. she pays me a lot, so i don't complain... but i promise you that i will do them! and since your school (i guess only some of you) is about to be over (July-August is your summer vaca., i think.), you guys can wait right? don't worry, i am working on it. but i really need more time.

i joined a Panic club here. i love their works., so check it out!

Nikki, Lena and Jokey: please report to me your birthdays. i repeat, your birthdays. i really suck at keeping your info... pls? ASAP! ^^
for those who feel like telling me their birthdays too, don't hesitate. i'll do my best and make something.,

<sub>oh yeah. i got tagged twice. no tags this time!
EIGHT FACTS: since, i don't want to tell lies... xD and yeah, well, being tagged twice makes it (for me) all truths

*i freak out when my favorite pen is missing
*i procrastinate most of the time, but in this part of my life? no.
*whenever i sing, i can sing girls or guys very well. it's creepy sometimes... hey! i like singing!
*i secretly hate SOME people's new haircut. (celeb. guess who! lol)
*slash is my obsession. like... really, stay away from me if that creeps you out. (well, mostly bandoms. others? i don't mind )
*my love life ALWAYS consists of two guys. who are always best friends... i'm not bragging, but i hate that! it makes me look like a slut. i am so not... it's like, i like this one, then turns out his best friends like me too... god. it started in sixth grade. that other one won't take a hint that i like his friend... the only part of my life where it was just me and one guy is my first bf.
*sometimes, when a movie or a book is that good, i question everything around me.
*last! i'm really scared about my future. it's just around the corner, and i feel like i'm not ready. (i have to be... man! it's freakin college next year! )

that's about it! longest journal entry i've made so far. much love everyone! show love? love, love, love...

gotta go. just got back from work. sheesh, i feel so old. i'm only fifteen for .... sake...</sub>